Between stars and blackholes

April, Ca/SLC, Coffee & life.

“Wanna know the fucking truth? Nobody is fucking happy. Nobody has skin made from oil paint and sunlight. Nobody fucking understands this world. Fuck, nobody understands math as much as they claim. You’re here one day and the next you’re not. God? Religion? I’ve learned a lot more about the world by eating acid and swallowing pills. Tell me what your church has done for you? Tell me if you have holes in your mouth from speaking lies? Wanna know the fucking truth? Pity is just another word for pathetic. Drink beer and watch the sunrise from every rooftop. Take photographs naked. Take photographs kissing. Take photographs having sex. Stop making everything about sexuality. Wanna know the fucking truth? Nobody really gives a damn if you lost your virginity at fourteen or if you were the president in high school. Wanna know the fucking truth? There is no such thing as the right person. People leave. They change like ocean currents, they leave you with bruises in your calves. And you wanna know the fucking truth? You get better. You learn to love. You find God in between the cracks of a wall when you’re puking your limbs out. You wanna know the fucking truth? Go find it.”

– something someone should have told me when I was eighteen  

Prepare for a moment of fangirling..I STOOD ON STAGE WITH MAX FUCKING BEMIS one of the most wonderful human beings to walk this earth & I spent tonight with some of the greatest people I’ve had the good grace of meeting. I am in such fucking love with my friends because they are truly beautiful people and I am so happy with where this life continues to lead me. alsooo the front bottoms yesyesyes.